Which is fine because I'm going to probably blog here about really depressing things for a while. Like now. I'm supposed to be being productive at this very minute, but I'm so freaked out that I can't even do that right.
I think that it's possible I procrastinate because I'm scared. Which is silly because what scares me is what I'm procrastinating about. Like, if I didn't procrastinate, it wouldn't be so scary. Like mouse traps. If you check them regularly then you can get rid of the mice when they're caught. But if you don't, then you might smell something gross and when you have to go clean it, it's so much worse than if you'd just done it in the first place. See, it wouldn't be so scary if I'd just check once a day, but I don't because I'm scared I'll find something I don't want to see.